I am already 30 years old still looking for a career to establish. Got confused which way to walk on and be successful. Did not even know if ill take this road, will I be successful just like the way I thought? At the same time, am also afraid to deal with another disappointment. I no longer do not know how to handle or manage disappointment. I could no longer see the light on each every road I choose. Am confused, I am even puzzled with all of this. I keep on scrutinizing all options I have. Check every advantages and disadvantages in every option.

I would like to stretch out the horizon I have. In the other part of the world, I might see the light, which I keep on looking. Before doing that, I need to take risk. How much risk is willing to take? I know this is my weakness, because I know I am not a risk taker. I always see myself in a safe place to my comfort zone. This time I need to overcome that weakness. I need to learn the art of taking the risk. I guess once I have learned in taking the risk. By that time, I could see every opportunity I would like to have.

I am not ready yet, but I realized that in living and surviving life. I need to take risk in every opportunity I would like to have. I am still reflecting in doing it. Maybe soon.